I AM EVIL...ask anybody...

[rabid1st]

Okay...so I was just sitting there throwing darts at a picture of Joss Whedon when he struck back at me hard by pointing out that I am just as evil as he is. "You are evil, too," he said. "Let me show you how evil you can be!" And so I wrote out this part to Sweet Spot AU and sent it off to my Beta Babes.

And there was a great wailing and gnashing of teeth...as the extent of my wickedness became apparent.

And then bluefern wrote some happy feedback to me...and...now I am thinking...I don't want to be so very evil.

So, basically, I wasted three days on a chapter that will never see the light of day...and that's a shame if you like pain and angst...'cause ALLY? CAIA? Can I get an AMEN on the level of painful, angsty hotness of this lost chapter?

SIGH! I suppose...however that my Beta Babes have a point...Sweet Spot AU is about healing...if only Joss had had Beta Babes to step in and verbally bludgeon him every so often...maybe he too would be able to control his evil tendencies.

Rae
feeling chipped but like a better person...you know?

Things I have to do:

1) Read Orbis
2) Read 2 Caia Essays
3) Start Ficcing for my Mistress Kes
4) Think about SS-AU 7
5) Finish out the day at work (no...wait...that maybe should come first).

Comments

You trust me GOBI...

[rabid1st.livejournal.com]

...and hopefully I will not betray your trust and leave you sick at heart. And, yes, I will decide about the chapter one way or the other...this isn't the first time there has been Beta disagreement in the Rabid camp and to be fair the Beta babes who disagree with the choices in this chapter know a little more about what else is happening in the fic than most people. So they may well be right...but I like to have alternative views...so I can see how I am moving the audience. It is very easy to just be swept away in the creative flood of ideas.

Rae